Why do i've to do things against my wishes? Hate it...just forcing myself to complement them...Arghhh........ found Unleashed CD finally...sneakily burned a set for myself and installed it...hmm...it's quite diff from other versions as in it has an "Old town" which is like another neighbourhood with ready build houses plus ur own house in a neighbourhood... dunno what i'm crapping abt? it's the SIMS...lost interest in playing SIMS but today after installing Unleashed, got hooked playing the whole day...keke...ultimately, i'm waiting for SIMS2 to be released in Sep 17 in US, same day as Nic's b'dae, but dunno when for sg... Bad mood today...

scribbled @ 9:58 PM



I was early to today for PC tech..well not really that early...just walking behind the lec...so still considered EARLY...Somehow my Pc tech lec really resembles someone who i don't really like... everytime i attend her lesson, seeing her reminds me of that person...talking abt close resemblance...keke...learn to use motion for guide for MMWD... couldn't catch up with the lec demo cos i'm stuck with resizing the train and i ended up missing the whole part on the motion guide thingy...thought i was the only one who couldn't catch up with the lec, wen di & pearlyn were lost too... then we went for 10 mins break and met iris at fc6. She didn't know or understand how to do the prac so she might as well have a break...she quite ke lian... no one is in the same class as her. In a new and diff class, have to adapt to new ppl and environment. Forming new relationships is not an easy thing cos to a certain extend we've been so used to our class since yr 1 and having to start all over again in yr 2 is so hard... Can feel her helplessness and loneliness...sigh....That's life! After MMWD, the three of us chiong all the way down to dover cos that P-lyn wanted to go tamp discreetly...yes DISCREETLY and her reason is quite lame ah. Hmm... accompanied P-lyn to Watsons to buy dunno what thingy but dun have..so too bad...later we went to Pharmacy to look for it but no luck and on our way out...saw Mr K or Mr C...haa...i think he looks better in the handphone... Been wanting to post da b***hes hamster pic cos they're so smelly cute...but me very busy, tired, lazy to post....maybe tmr ba...

scribbled @ 10:26 PM



SDT ended half an hr early so we've to wait another 1/2 hr...while waiting, nic appeared out of nowhere and i said "why are u here?", and he replied " mo guo why are u here?"....neh neh lah u...if my classmates not there, i'll definitely kick ur a**! Nic, u just watch out ah... one day someone will attack u from ur back and u dun know who attacked u...Hehe...after SDT tutorial, made my way up to the hill top to meet up with the SCM lec abt the proj...let's skip this part, it's very boring...yawn...Just went downstairs to see the doc... my neck hurts when i press slightly at the part below the jawline near the ear... and there's a sharp pain whenever i swollowed food. Hmm...the doc gave me medicine that looks like prescription for sore throat but i dun have a sore throat! If the pain doesn't subside after 3 days, then have to see hm again... Cost $20 in all...broke broke broke...


scribbled @ 9:58 PM



SCM as usual today...after sch, stayed back to discuss the mmwd proj...finally, we maaged to change our story to have content in the flash...can't elaborate much on the proj...highly confidential...u'll know in 2 wks time :P..keke...Wen di had a lot of time on her hands and darren & shun xing were also quite free, and i'm too...so 4 of us decided walk walk but dunno where too...then we saw ming jie. The five of us headed to Somerest cos wen di wants to buy water bottle for someone's belated present. On the train, the guys started their usual nonsense talking abt ppl they usually talked abt...very funny...juz crapping.... Went to quite a few places to find da bottle.... couldn't find any suitable ones at heeren but we went to take pics...the guys quite sporting to take with us but can see they cannot tahan wen di & i....lol....went to cineleisure to find the bottle that nic is using...Guess how much it cost? $28 for one new arrival freaking bottle! Called nic to ask him where & how much he bought and it's only $12.50 at sports connection....kaoz....Then headed back to sch for french... Opps...i've broke my french teacher's heart again....just couldn't answer his qn when he asked me how to say "i'm present" in french other than Present... forget le...too bad...then he said " You've broke my heart lah, Jasmin"...Lol...Starting to hate french...dun ask me why....could be the the class, could be the people in the class...could be my own personal reasons or factors....i dunno...Can i've a refund? I want a refund~ I dun wan to learn french le...
French:Je detest francaise!
Mandarin: wo tao yan fa wen!
English: i hate french!

scribbled @ 10:10 PM



Actually, did something quite fun during PC tech...dismantled the tower to figure out how to get the mother board. Can't remember much what happened...My ELIT lec said that u can only remember 60% of what u learn today and tmr you can only remember 60% of yesterday's...that rounds off to abt 36% of what i've learnt yesterdae...just decreasing everyday...hmmm....no wonder i can't remember any java i've learnt last yr...got a chance to discuss mmwd proj during the tutorial...the one on SURPRISING SINGAPORE , finally we managed to have a plot which i think is quite interesting and the main scenes we want to have...pretty like the concept but i think we may lack content for the theme cos from our dicussion, the graphical part are all out but not so much for content...couldn't think of any...well...just hope that the actual flash will appear much like what we've discussed...if not it'll turned out to be a bad flash... 


scribbled @ 7:28 PM



Sch as usual today...nthing much to blog....FATIGUE...

scribbled @ 10:12 PM



Bear with music peeps... me figuring out to get the music work right...keke..slacked all day at home... watching zhong yi da ge da tonite...Tension's 2nd album's promo...



scribbled @ 9:59 PM



didn't want to wake up so this morning cos the weather was so cooling, can slp till noon...but bo bian have french so woke up at 730...meet vick but late as usual...Reach class ard 915..enter the class then the french lec asked me "why are u here?". I was confused. Told him that we missed th wed lec and come for Sat instead the he said :" yeah, i know, this is Year 1 but u're welcome to join us..." looked around the class and there were so many unfamiliar faces...ya hor..yr 1... lao kui...quickly find the back seats to avoid unwanted attention...wah liew...Yr 2 class is 9-11 nt 9-11...neh neh...still hving time lag from Year 1 to 2. Sat and listen to the lec for abt 5 mins before we decided to sneak out by the back door for breakfast. Sat class quite stress-free cos the ppl are all quite average, dun have the type like those in wed who seems to know everything and can answer jean marc qns. Or we just dunno what's happenig in class? Whatever, sat class can lao kui...cos very few ppl and most of them quite blur then can lao kui together...lol...completed PC tech quiz le...very slpy today... 

scribbled @ 10:52 PM



last night too tired to blog..keke....School pretty much the the same yesterday. Boring. Went to PS with shir, jacq and nic. Nic was the earliest cos he went there for a movie and he asked me to pon lesson and go with him...Nuts! We supposed to meet at 7 and he started to hurry us to reach PS when's it's only 6++. Roamed around PS to decide what to eat but couldn't come to a decision so we waited for jacq. She was late. In the end, had dinner at pizza hut. Enjoyed the dinner not because of the food but was the people and the atmosphere. Only know we were giggling, laughing  throughout the dinner that the 2 tables beside us kept looking at us!Nic  filled the bowl with soup to the brim, that the soup spilled a little here and there on the floor as he brought the bowl to our table, the waitress saw that and was diaoing him. Quite pai seh...but it's nic usual behaviour lah...After that went to take neoprints. There wasn't much choice of design cos there are only 3 machines. Then again, couldn't understand what instructions are on the screen cos they're all in jap so anyhow choose the designs.  The camera was a sneaky one. The first shot was taken without informing us and we were not aware of it till we heard the camera sound...  all of us very look so funny. The subsequent shots have 3 secs countdown before taking. Quite chaotic cos we've changed our positions, looking nice, laughing our heads off and busy pressing  the screen to enter. Created quite a commotion cos as we were cutting and dividing the pics, a group of blangadesh workers literally surrounded us to see what we were doing. Very scary...suddenly so dark...lol..I posted in in the Gallery so just take a look...keke...we meeting again in 2 wks time, hope vic can make it as it'll more fun...
Very tired today...learn how to make flash as cartoon in mmwd.. dozing off in SAPD make up lecture...tmr going for french so can't watch TMNT...*sniff*...
have to chiong PC tech AGAIN...

scribbled @ 6:56 PM



Woke up and realised it was raining in the morning...kinda bothered by the rain cos i'm bringing guitar to sch and have no hands to hold the umbrella...so left my hse early & took 292 to interchange. Last night, i was re-enacting the scenes to my aunt on how i'm going to bring guitar and carry my bag. From getting in the MRT gates, boarding the train, rushing for the train & running for it etc...could feel the clumsiness in me but fortunately, the real "experience" today wasn't any of a bit of my prelude re-enactment... sat at the 2 seater seats cos a bit ding tey with the guitar if i sit at the row seats. Sitting at the 2 seater makes me a bit zi bi lah today~
SCM! The "la bi xiao xin" lec gave us 10 mins break during discussion so we go eat cos rite after the tutorial, it's lecture and it'll be 1 that i've lunch. Eat prawn mee twice this wk le...upon paying my prawn mee, i couldn't find my $10 note! Search all my pockets but still cannot find...think i lost it somewhere...so sia! It's for the guitar club fund... 10 bucks leh...neh neh... alr so broke still have to lost money... i think Being broke is a Permanent situation for me only. Came back 10 mins late with most of the class and LBXX lec start to lecture us on discipline  basically on punctality. In the end, he decided to mark those who went for the break as late cos we went in 10 mins for attendance and those who come in after 1030 will be marked as absent cos he said it's unfair for those who came back early have to wait for the latecomers. I kinda agree with him but not by his actions. Luckily, no one came back after 1030. What can i say?! SB lecs are all time-conscious freak or are we just not time-conscious freak? Haa...After school, went to play pool  till four for guitar meeting. P-lyn & i were a team, Joy n Wendy paired up.  Dunno what the hell happened today. P & I just can't get the ball in the hole...only the white ball went down the hole and we lost 3 consecutive games! Not a day for pool...after that, joy, p-lyn & i went back to sch for guitar meeting. The guitar meeting was damn wu liao... just go there n sign ur name to confirm if u 've guitar, fill in some personal particulars and pay $10 to club fund then can go liao...kaoz...before we leave the room, dunno which club member who has the cheek to say " who ask them to bring the guitar?" F**k... @%$#^@$%%... think i like to bring the guitar to school to show off ah? So damn heavy...goin up the hill with the guitar is no joke... only fit and strong people can carry the guitar all the way up the hill!






scribbled @ 8:03 PM



Attended only ELIT tutorial today cos SDT was cancelled and have 3 hrs break. Joy, P-lyn and i decided to go Kbox today which means to skip MMWD lecture at 1pm. My first time going with poly frens cos usually i go wth shir and gang. But, but, but....P-lyn n i can't leave darren and Shun xing long cos we four must xiang yi wei ming today as the rest didn't come but we didn't wan them to go kbox with us. We didn't wan them to hear our screeching voice (or only mine?) so joy n p-lyn were coming up of so many excuses to make ourselves excused from them. Eventually managed to kbox without them. Joy is really a born singer! She can sing real well. P-lyn & I just sat there & listened. When it's our turn to sing, initially very pai seh but soon fang de kai and sang... Sang quite a lot of songs cos there's only three of us. Joy sang most of Cyndi'd songs, p-lyn n i had our fair share of songs...I sang quite a lot of male singers songs compared to them = bass. Missed iris. if she's there, she can sing da bass wif me. Quite unbelieveable to find this old chinese duet song "jing shen zhu ding" and saw the mtv...have no idea who is the male singer but from the mv...the male singer a bit..ahem..but nice song.

It's alr the 3rd wk, and i've yet to know, remember and match everyone's name in 21...sigh..




scribbled @ 4:53 PM



Lecture in the morning was pushed back to 930 cos of the MLT technical prob, then went to have prawn mee. We  globbled down the mee cos it was 930 but when we reach MLT, everone was outside the door chatting cos the MLT was under repair...sian. Then Joy, P-lyn, wendy n i sat at the bench out the MLT and started taking pics of ourselves...a bit zi lian..lol... oh...everyone who went for the interview for the guitar was selected except Darren! Haa...cos he's in dragon boat too n the guitar ppl didn't want him to be too exhausted by too many ccas. Ok, guitar with 6 metal strings is acoustic while 3 metal & 3 nylons is classical...so mine is classical...yeah... 
 

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scribbled @ 6:04 PM



Finally, get to watch tension performance in Zhong yi da ge da. They sang two accapella songs, Rose rosei love you & stand by me. Cool~. As usual, john is the bass while ray was the main voice for rose rose i love you while jimmy sang the main in stand by me...still maintain their standard, simply fantastic! Da b**ches moved a comp home from their cousin and they're trying to get access to the internet. Well, all the best! My aunt asked me to help them to fix the router but i'm starting to behave wishy washy. Haa. If i were to help them to fix the router then the speed will be split half...i dun wan it to happen...then when i d/l songs or files, the speed will lag...ARGHHHHHHH! Yes, i'm selfish, but for 2 yrs, i didn't get to touch the PC at home and there they were, blasting the speakers with obiang techno and jap songs every Sat nites till the wee hours. I'm a light sleeper n all this s*it irritates me...missed out a lot during the 2 yrs w/o a comp...even for my 'O's F&N proj, my hols was spent doing it in sch not at home...was lucky tt i actually passed that sub cos i think it's a very sloppy one...ok...dun one to elaborate anymore...JUST VERY RELUCTANT OR FORCED TO if i helped them to fix the router. I waited 2+ yrs for my comp whereas they waited only for 6 mths which i don't think they can feel the anguise, inconvenience, attitude, arrogance that i've experienced by them. Pissed! Even if i were to help them, it'll be end of the week...Anyway they've many friends to help them and it's a matter of time they get the router prob fixed.  



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pretty satisfied with the revamp of my blog... Nice hor...LOL..search quite a long time before deciding on this design but the man quite extra...dunno why must include him..watch M.net and saw Jimmy n Ray was teaching this word 'wishy washy"... Perhaps it's a reminder to me not to be wishy washy. Shldn't be half-hearted abt the guitar club and just go for it...ENJOY!Oh...Plyn gt selected for guitar too...yeah...at least there's somebody to accompany me. The club uses classical guitar, now i've a prob, i dunno whether my guitar is classical or acoustic...can someone tell me how to differentiate? If not must buy...cannot...extremely broke...


scribbled @ 4:13 PM



finally...finish doing pc tech liao...tired...results ok..gt 2 mistakes out of 60 qns...hee...gt a call from SPG (SP Guitarist) to inform that i'm selected and there's a meeting this wed 4pm at T1131...if i'm not wrong...now a bit reluctant to go...dunno why...sigh..somemore must bring 10 bucks for the meeting and i'm broke...although i just gt $20 from selling my marketing bk, still broke n this thurs meetin jacq again...need money...maybe i shld try to buy 4d...who knows i have beginner's luck n strike 1st price! can win 2k leh!Lol... being broke is only a temporary situation...

scribbled @ 10:39 PM



quite elated when i read andy's msg from tvbs..
 
Hello everyone,
 
Hmm, well, since it has been a while, and I dont want to makeeveryone think Im not coming here enough. Im going to leave a quickie.As to all our Singapore fans. We do care and we do want to see youall, We thank you for your support and encouragement. We know youreall trying hard. However, like you not everything is in our hands tocontrol. We have a big long chain of command believe it or not. Ifyou want to go into details. Lets just say every decision involvesmany people, and to those who understand chain of command. It startsfrom the top and the make the decisions. Just where to Tension standin all this. Heres a small description. EMI(main branch)->EMI(International)->EMI(Asia)->EMI(Taiwan)->E-century->David Tao->Tension. Which might not be exact, but thats just to let everyoneknow how things work. We dont make decisions they do. We make music.Our hopes are to please everyone, but just like you all know. We areonly one entity in this big big world, and we cant fulfill everyoneswishes. We try. The only one that can is our FATHER.. Maybe hellanswer all our prayers.However, thank you for trying. We encourage you to keep it up.As for those who need an ear. I heard you and wish you all the best.I hope we all get what we want in the end. Sometimes, the answer isalready there. We just need to sit down and use our ears to listencarefully to the voice thats speaking.As to the golf ball joke. The point is to never ask me about the thegreen golf ball joke, or Ill just start the story all over again. Itsnot funny the first time, but youll start laughing at the person(dumbdumb) who asks about it. To think I made you of all listen to it, andthe one who told me that joke almost spit out his food when he heardme say it on tv.If I didnt help you in anyway this time, Im sorry. I write what Godtells me to write. But hes listening, so Ill be back and maybe giveyou the answer youre waiting for.
 
God bless,Andy
who is currently staying in Antarctica.
Seriously, thats a joke dont ask.
 
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scribbled @ 7:06 PM



Like all these  upgraded functions in blog, makes blogging much more easier. Went out wif shir, jacq n peipei to bugis. Jacq realised she lost her wallet after we took out money to take pics and we backtracked our pace in hope to find the wallet but was futile. Lent jacq 20 bucks to hail a cab home. It's so much of coincidence tt jacq lost her wallet. She & i was @ gio to look at jeans cos one of her jeans back pocket is torn and she usually put her wallet in tht pocket. Told her it's better to put in the bag cos it's safer than at the back pocket then she explained to me y back pocket is better...moments later...hai...what can i say? hope she can get her wallet back soon...
 
must chiong PC tech liao... 


scribbled @ 10:59 PM



Went to guitar's audition after sch with joy, pearl, darren, adrian... thought it was going to be like a screening test to see if u know how to play the guitar but it's just interview. Can't remember what they asked.Lame. Finally, going to have a cca alr...well even if i don't get selected but at least i've tried to have one...lol...
scribbled @ 5:44 PM



French wasn't that bad after all! Cos Jean marc was tied up with the admin work for one hr then he taught some new things. Heng ah..I killed a cockroach just now! This pest have been in my house since sunday and kept flying around me...dunno why i've the courage to kill it. Normally, i'll freaked out but this round i just slammed my palm on it with a tissue of cos!Keke...off to watch Amazing Race..
scribbled @ 10:03 PM



My mind is blank now...can't remember what happenend in sch except tt this moring, abt to alight the train when i saw filzah. We were wearing the same color combo of clothes. Black shirt n blue jeans! Lol. Now i remember le...ELIT was damn stupid! The lec instructed us to write our name, class, stud id then she will put a mark on the paper if u volunteer answer...kaoz...hate to talk in class be it constructive or nt!Die die also must say out a anwser if nt GP will get 0 marks. In the end, i gt only ONE mark on my pink paper and it's sufficient...pi...what a way to encourage class participation! Hmm... my swollen eye seem to be better. Cld be the seven grains of brown rice blessing. Dunno why must use 7 brown grains...it's a passed down thingy from the great great ancestors...but it worked! Initially, my aunt wanted to use salt to rub against the swollen eye lid...i think she's trying to make me blind! Evil...haa...and must turn a few rounds b4 appplying the salt. She asked me a qn that stumped me "Who is supposed to turn?Me or U?" Wah piang~ in the end she used the rice n poked lightly at the swollen eye --7 times. Worried abt french...vick n i didn't even attend the hols classes n didn't even revise our own n i bet tmrs french will be all revision on unit 1...vick n i very "lao kui". Watching "The W file" now, can't watch Zhong yi da ge da...have tension in this episode..hai...nvm...watch repeats over the wkends...TV JunKie
scribbled @ 8:12 PM



My left eye hurts since sunday night. My upper eye lid is swollen most prob due to heatiness. I had a shock when i woke up this morning to see my upper eye lid so swollen that it covers half of my eye! I had to adjust my eye lid to make my eye looks normal and i can't move my head or bend down cos the swollen part will be out of place. Sigh. Pretty excited abt PC tech prac but after attending 4hrs of it, i'm shagged! My first time doing prac until shag... not even java could make me feel like tt...java makes me pek chek lah. Dun feel like saying how terrible cos i've to like this module cos i chose it! Want to upgrade my comp, esp my RAM n graphic card so that when i play Sims2, the 3D effects...wah...lol...
scribbled @ 8:34 PM



f**ked up...wanted to make a donaton to the Chidren's foundation but wasn't sure what was the no. then i heard the hosts repeating "19001128855" and i used my hp to call...but didn't know it's for 5 calls! Kaoz...$25 and duno how mnay cents...told my aunt abt it cos she asked me to make a call for her...she said never mind and my mother was like "why u called 19001128855?u dunno meh?" F**ck it! If i know i wouldn't call too ok? My aunt doesn't mind and she's paying my hp bill...felt guilty cos she has to pay $25 more for next month...it's all fro charity...dun wanna say anymore...
scribbled @ 8:12 PM



i'm Sooo hungry...it's 3++ now and i'm waiting for E-e's sunday class to finish cos she's buying duck rice home...yum...i don't usually like to eat chicken or duck rice that often unless it's real yummy...this is from bedok interchange opp the pincess cinema...HUNGRY~....time to have a revamp of my blog... most prob will be nxt wk cos it'll be a month since i started bloggin on june 19th...so stay tuned!
scribbled @ 3:08 PM



J Jealousy
A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind
S You are very broad-minded
M Success comes easily to you
I You are always smiling & making others smile
N You like to work, but you always want abreak
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scribbled @ 10:19 AM



TGIF! I love Saturday cos have TMNT at kids central..hee..can't remember what happened in sch just now only know tt today's lunch i was crapping with Iris for a while...had to start forming groups for mmwd assignment which is a competition organised by www.adamsapple.com.sg and there are prizes n trophies to be won...yeah! But it's nt for me lah~...The theme is "Surprisingly Singapore!"...very surprising...really have no idea how to presnt SG as a....erm...surprising place! My group consists of darren, lester, wendy n me. New aquaintance for the proj... only wendy is...she's from 22 but hey...i've made a new fren not from ny class but from 22! Kinda worried abt this group cos what i know, last year marketing darren n lester were in the same group and their group was like tt kind of last min work...if i'm not wrong... the marketin proj was due on Fri and only on wed tt they started doing. YeekS! i clealy remembered tt joy was kinda exasperated at tt time but wasn't tt gan chong...if i were joy, i'll definitly flare up n and gan chong X 1001...Hope tt it won't be wendy n i be doing the most...actually wanted to go zheng hao's gp but it's very stress at that group too...with sunlun n adrian there, my little voice won't be heard at that group cos they'll prob be arguing over ideas most of the time and they're smart! Poor Zheng Hao...dunno how's he's going to cope there. If only lester goes to adrian's gp, it'll be perfect! Haiz...so many IFS...forget it!
scribbled @ 8:10 PM



wow...reaching fri soon...so fast...finally i've got a fun lecturer Mr YeeCT or TC...He's a co-lecturer last yr for dbms but didn't know he's damn lame lol... well nt really tt lovable or what but compared to other lects, he's better cos he started off with a silly ppt introduction of himself by saying he's nt trying to be farnie n humourous like Phua chu kang but he wants to be like jack neo...dahh...and the ppt have jack's neo pic...kaoz...Tutorial was a 2 hr session and we expected to end early cos there's only 4 qns. We DID end early in fact the tutorial was only 40 mins but we didn't even touch any tutorial qn! Cool~ hmm..but what did i learn today? *tsk* *tsk* Then hang around at Biz sch to wait for 330 prac and it's conducted by Yee guy again! went to have a bite after school with the class...initially we were talking abt blood bank somehow we can deviate to sperm bank!They were talking abt the reservoir was used to contain sperms cos the sperm bank was running out of space and so on...imagine how much we've crapped...I'm so elated today~ found my pri sch at friendster...was so shocked to find them...most of them are in US...and i found him...he's in CA...missed those pri sch days...
scribbled @ 8:09 PM



Super sian today...after reading filzah's blog, i realised that what boring life i have!Perhaps too enclosed at Er Mei Shan alr...lol.Late for BA tutorial but the lecturer also didn't do much. He talked and talked, talked continued talking then let us have 10 min break...after the break, he talked a while n let us go off...Wu liao ah...might as well dun give us the break n finish what he wants to say...lian jie n others only came back after the class was dismissed n they were chionging to finish their food...lol. After lunch, have lecture by the same lecturer...hai... then break. On the way home, at the foot of the hill, we forgot that we promised claire n clara to visit their booth at the SHOWCASE but we gave it a miss... as usual...haa...see~ BORING life is like tt~
scribbled @ 6:48 PM



This week timetable real good...odd wk sch ends real early compared to last sems tb but even wk sux...damn late till 6pm also have...sian...i dunno why i feel so energetic today most prob the journey back home had pearlyn to accompany to city hall so t i won't be bored to nap...lol...finally, second day in sch then i know who is in 21 n how many ppl in the class...hai, didn't pay attention in class...from the present situation, seems like 21 is divided into 2 gps, one gp is last yr 23/24 n another gp is ppl from diff class. It's quite an obstacle cos my gp of frens are all last year classmates n this year 8 of us are in the same class n there's only 19 ppl alogethr in 21...hai... too comfortable with our gp that we forgot how to make new frens...btw there's only 5 gurls in this class!Plyn n i tried to make frens with the gurls by starting of with making eye contact with n smile to them but no luck! All too busy to acknowledge us. Then at the train station, we saw this guy who is in our class but dunno what name, haa. Plyn n i was figuring how to approach him but soon gave up cos on the second thught, there are plenty of time to know them, what's the hurry? When he alighted at bugis, he looked back at me and just as i was abt to raise my hand to wave gdbye to him, he looked away then i quickly pretended to fold my arms...kaoz...too much reluctance le... Gosh~real comfortable with my own gp of frens...
scribbled @ 5:25 PM



nice to see my old classmates early in the morning...late as usual...lol...late for the first mass lecture as well...the quality of the newbies quite good...esp the femmes...a feast for the eyes...hehe...not tt i'm hao se or what but they're there for me to see what!But la hommes seem to be so few...biz sch always have this problem of overpopulation of femmes...BORING is the word to describe the lessons...regret le...shld choose EBM instaed of EBT...catch no ball..haiz...wat loop, char(), indexof(), forgot all abt java...*shakes head*

All i wanna say is here!What has passed is past...so whatever my thoughts abt anyone or anything will stay with the past and will nt change...nt for the better i supposed...lol...hell ya if anyone is pi**ed...
scribbled @ 5:40 PM



Need to sort out my thoughts today b4 i type anything...gettin nervous dunno for what...it's just sch...nuts...E-e seems to be enjoying her Sunday service, she asked me to join them for church...sigh...i can't wake up tt early every sunday...n i doubt He will accept me for i haven't have a place for him yet...most prob being put off by those devout chc christians...lol...it's real funy...my aunts were methodist since young n now they are attending Bethesda cathedral and another a catholic... nt sure what's the diff but there's a diff..lol...

I dun mean to cause any unhappiness or anything in anyone's live...but it's just my peception towards ppl, things of what i felt tt particular day...i'm learning to take things easy, go with the flow, forgetting selective events...glad tt i'm being myself, nt pretending to be outgoing to be accepted by others...It's real tired nt too be myself and i dun have the energy to do tt...at the end of the day, i'll tire myself out n i still have to endure 45 min train ride back home...lol
scribbled @ 2:18 PM



Arrgghhhhhh....E-e was hanging the polo tees to dry and i saw one of it seemed to be longer...No...it is LONGER!What the hell! Kns...real lousy man~ after a wash and it turned out to be like tt...Damn! No mood to blog le...
scribbled @ 4:31 PM



sch starting on mon and i'm not looking forward to it...haa...it's nt tt i lurvve hols...but haven't get myself ready for sch yet. Dunno how this semester is going to be like...*praying* Woke up 9 in the morning and took a bath. Think i woke up too early and rest of the day i was like dozing off while watching tv and when i turned off the tv, i couldn't sleep cos it's too quiet~bah! Wonder how i'm going to wake up at 7 for 9am classes...
scribbled @ 7:28 PM



My right knee aches, a very strange part to ache...went to OG at somerest to buy clothes...kai bought a pink gio shirt @ $11.20...quite cheap after a 20% discount. We continued to serach for clothes, from cineleisure to Taka then to wisma...finally at wisma i bought 2 polo tee from gio...ex lor...$19 for 1. Bought 2 polos, a black n pink...finally a PINK..lol...a sudden guilt came over me as i paid at th counter...was doing a mental calculation on how much chage i was left with n was quite shocked to be left with only $4...sigh...spent $38 in split second n had to earn it in an hr... GUILTY
Took a rest at mac n had ice-cream n talked abt smthing tt made my tears rolled down...dun wanna elaborate... it's junk...just too emotional at tt time...what the f**k! haa~. Later we went to paya lebar to meet kai's sis n her fren for sauna n swim...waited sooo long for them. Had to overcome a obstacle of mine at the swimming pool all bcos of the zebra swimming suit! It's kai's cousin swim cos. The main colors are black n white n the design is very 80s...lol... no offence...most prob cud be the cuttings...eventually still went to dip in the pool. I really forgot how to swim...didn't even managed to float...most prob i hadn't been swimming for more than 5 yrs and later we went to the jacuzzi pool. we did many funny things there... i ask kai to see if there's any bubble(s) popping up if i fart and she saw one tiny one...haa!Sauna session after the swim n headed Singapore Post for dinner... Real tired now...going to slp soon...yawn..
PS:kai, thanx for the swimsuit although it's real zebra...lol...and thanx for helping me to sign up 4 friendster n adding friends...i'm too lazy to do tt...
scribbled @ 10:19 PM